Here is the desire of my heart I couldn't express No exact words would fit to say what it feels like I could not speak, it is hard for me to utter things But indeed there are lots in my heart I could able to share I wish to cry of pain, I wish to express my loneliness. A blessed creation like me is carrying a lot of astonishment. Thinking the answer could just be found in the other field. Assuming there is so much lacking in me that needs to be filled The joy I looked for is just around but was just taken for granted. I had only realized it when I was far from all my beloved I realized why I need to search for the joy that I am full of it. The discontentment of my soul confused me to treasure it.   On the other side of my world, I thought I could be complete. God forgive me. I need to understand Your fullness and depth. Give me the wisdom to see that I am so much a blessed one. Teach me more to trust the perfectness of Your plan I understand that You are a perfect and jealous

When I got to be commented It was such afar to realize indeed. That my deep feeling within my senses Is a light undiscovered in the universe? That my words are as fresh as the mist from the ocean Causing one’s lonely heart to open beyond Into a woman with such sweet magic As I express my moment of wonders and tragic While some said I am one step ahead of life mystery As they shared with me what his mind’s eyes see in me I just wonder how my words touch their spirits. Yet, I feel mine is so much challenging for me to uplift. As I wish to get deeper, I just never realized. The more I express my most valid feelings inside. More hearts turned to pink from blue. More faces in bloom now smiling aglow.

I dream of hearing the splendid sound of your presence You teach my heart to speak with such joy it feels My spirit so high with great delights, full of wishes The romantic breeze of the night as the season's approach Made me love even only your shadow wanders my thoughts I can imagine your stare at me so wonderful and caring.  The kindness of your soul so much conquered my whole being. I smile with the pain. I smile with this strange feeling. I smile while my tears flow. I savor the mystery it is giving.  So hopeful for an idyllic moment to us patiently waiting With so much love that soothes to our innermost sense It’s magical. Behind the weight of trials, to us, it keeps Let’s continue moving to take our steps to nowhere. Let us be brave, hold each other, and believe in its power.  Love is such a splendor thing that lasts forever.

Don't hold your breath. Just wait Don't feel disgusted with yourself. A time comes in its perfect way. Don't force it and never dismay.  Trust now to yourself more. Be confident and be grateful. He surely missed your heart. In every second that passed It's not of your being beautiful. Your splendid heart he loves so full. You do not have to worry much. He couldn't find love in other places.  Feel his pure and profound love More than enough for you to be glad Everything will come so fine. This is just a test of time.

                                          By: Helen Sarita As I sat looking at the sea shimmering in the moonlight Waves of your presence wrapping my soul in that very night You were here with me, and you just couldn't be seen I feel the shadow of your breeze touching my skin I wish to hold the time and never be apart. As you claimed to me, I am the soul of your heart. The Meeting of two souls is beyond imaginable. The joy of two hearts is incomparable. It might be a fantasy of a loving heart, no pair. Soaring up with other soul holding hands together Searching for a place where absolutely no pain Into a paradise where all the loving hearts dwell forever 

I write when I like my words to care Like a consoling hand on your shoulder When I get tense about the days ahead And I want my soul and mind to escape.  When I have a roller coaster emotion That suddenly goes up, suddenly goes down.  I write not just on my peaceful bed. But even when I'm on board in a noisy ship.  I write when I want to shout the whole world. And spread my words across the globe.  I write to express my immense gratification. And share my creations with all nations.  I write when I like to convey gratitude to my friends. Who look up not only to my weaknesses but my worthiness Not only when the sky studded with stars and moon I write even my dark night is blue and is in the gloom.  And amid my busy mind and lazy hands. I write when my spirit commands

When a storm passed one's way Making blue turns gray. Give your comforting .armor And lend unforgettable favor. Sharing your precious time in life Making the dark turns to light Gives essence to life's purpose Don't turn yourself far but close. You are touching a needing heart. Doing such a wonderful part. It is so cool. Life is not in the gloom. Just like a butterfly after every storm

I dream of having words... Those are sonatas to your ears. Music in your lonely world Solace in time of your stress Companion on your solitude I hope to create words... Forgetting your sad past An answer to your questions Stimulate your heart to love And give you inspiration.  I wish to create words... Filling up your emptiness Get rid of the pain of your sacrifice. Avenue to your joy and happiness And a stairway to your paradise.

Gracious possession of an inner beauty Such a glamour of simplicity Truly human, imperfect but true Could touch one's heart in blue You taught me to be a woman of substance. I keep being passionate and humble. For once, A gleam of triumph had crossed my face. As I tried to be honest with my impurities As our souls take a long walk We molded dreams written in our book. Unselfish goals of hearts deepen our faith. By doing our best, God will do the rest.  No matter how long and far is our journey Weary not as we can possibly make it As a journey of a thousand miles Begins in just a single step

Driving my way on the valley of ascending zigzag road Brighten by the glittering stars above the white-gray clouds I was tempted by the overlooking gleam of assorted city lights I dropped by, wanting to savor the cold breeze of that night I listened to my speaking heart if she has something to say She was just observing, silent, smiling yet empty. But I didn't understand why she was feeling so blue. Seems there was a lacking in her in which I just didn't know I looked up the sky wanted to share my sighs in heaven. I was waiting for the answer as to why my tears were falling. I was reminded there is one star you called after my name. I asked myself, is that the most amorous to be comforting? I wish I could really be the star you named Helen. Even though it sometimes appears and it sometimes doesn't Yet it gives you a spark never ends even of its absence. It couldn't be erased by time, like stars never stop their existence.

You just didn't know that... I smile as if my heart does not cry so much in pain. I stand firm as if I'm not almost breaking into pieces. I stay calm as if my life is smooth and no worries. I laugh out loud as if not shouldering the heaviness of my world. You might think... I look so strong, yet I am fragile and vulnerable. I look brave, but the truth I am also so much scared. I am full of strength, yet I want to surrender life. I have a deep faith, but I'm afraid I couldn't survive. Yet as I talk to Him... Courage flickered across my shaken faith and strength. To continue my long journey through storm teased my way. I have to walk on my cloudy path and keep myself moving on. Till the heaven allows me to touch the smoke of the horizon.

I've seen the vast greatness you have for your lovin' As you open your heart and allow me to peep what is in I can hear the beats of its longing and its desire To feel my warmth and to keep me always in your arms Hold your sight to my eyes and focus your stare on mine. I can convey a thousand words with my expressive smile. Feel me as I extensively occupied your beating heart I want nobody to touch, to hold me, and love.  How can we stop loving if our hearts are still breathing If they are still alive, throbbing, and not afraid of pain. When strength becomes weaker, don't give up, don't surrender. Let's ride the flow of life where our hearts beat together.

Thank you for the joy of heart you bring Your message reveals your innermost feeling Tuning myself in is really heartbreaking Your breeze rejuvenated my beautiful being Thanks for crossing and wandering my pathway It’s an immense pleasure that engulfed me as a whole You gave such wonders on my low spirit. As you found honesty of my hunger soul I feel the soothing touch of your hands on my soft skin. I can hear the voices of the angels with me rejoicing. As I heard your silent whisper, I noticed my silent tears. Take me in your arms and let me the breath that you are taking.  I feel like an ultimate woman with so much to share I feel special as you crowned me in your heart as queen. As I teach your thirsty soul to love and to give in I realized I am a significant gift who descend from heaven.  I am grateful I now understand the essence of love. It is a divine joy that every human deserves to have Wrap me by your wings and carry me where you dwell My spirit so full that I have you in

Let me be the angel that soars you in your dream Let me be the sunshine in your eyes when you wake up in the morning Let me be the full moon that gives you light on a beautiful evening Let me be the single stem rose whose beauty makes you envying Let our love be nourished and nurtured by time. Let it be cultivated by romance as it shines. Let it be spiced by caress and pruned by dreams. Let it be shaped and molded by the strength.  If those were my thoughts, they are wonderful and heartfelt. If those were my creations, they are moving and passionate. If those were my dreams, they are everlasting and meaningful. If those come from my heart, they are magical and irresistible.  But those lovely words were real and pure. It's not just a thought, a dream, or a creation. Those were from my heart that really speak to yours. Those were from my heart that breaths and dwells inside yours...

Love allows my thoughts to roam and wander To search its depth, though, I find it harder It sometimes lost like a moon creeping behind the clouds And appears back to grace up my wonderful world Being in love, I give meaning to every music I've heard. Its soft lullaby cast me high like a bird in the wilderness. I feel like dawn kissing to a promising new day. Fulfilling and its coolness allows me to float steadily.  A message of encouragement not allowing me to quit This is an art of God and a gift enormously great. It will amaze the world and will gain so much respect. The language of my speaking heart is so much expressive.  I can feel the branches of old trees bowed on me. The smooth and friendly breeze blaring me tenderly I feel someone is now rejoicing me with affection. I am now so much in love with all my creations.

Maybe you have forgotten. How long this journey was taken Maybe you are not aware. How many years we've been together I could not even believe myself. We could reach as far as this. Commitment is strengthened as time passes by Trials seem nothing as years go by I was waiting for your greetings. I was waiting for the phone to ring. Maybe you just forgot in the morning. Or you would just do it by surprise.  At the end of the beautiful day I went home and never dismay. How could you be able to greet me first? You even sometimes forgot what my name is I thank you, Lord, for this wondrous strength. I learned from my husband within 25 years. I thank him for all the countless things to remember. Now exquisitely spark in me like silver.

Here I am... To give you a message melodic and smooth to its tone.     To brighten you and inspire you when you are alone.     To be confined by the language of your loneliness.     And to fill up the blank space within yourself Here I am... To portray the important piece of that intricate puzzle you are trying to put up together solving in careful To be the last piece to make your life as a whole And to drive your life safely with so much control Here I am... To encourage you that life is so beautiful to live with That we have to be grateful for anything we received from it To meet the challenges, we are facing every now and then.     Just watch me dancing through the hard step life is teaching Here I am... To serve you as the sunshine of this perfect weather.    To make you contented with what this world can offer.    To be the last woman on your side in our long journey.    To remind you to be thankful you have me in your way.

Keeping myself with you in a bind Content my spirit, and I never whine. Though I can stand on my own two feet Your flourish adds my strength a wee bit. A little fuss over would make my heart dance. It would make my day and put me into a trance. How feminine it could make me feels To be given your little attention and care. Just show me the simple things that remind I am unique, and in your thoughts, I occupy. I am not asking anything grand for myself. Simple thoughtfulness fills up my space.

My faith realistically became unstable. As nobody in this world is infallible Worldly things keep on their reoccurrence. In my trust, they are my annoyance.  I squint my eyes of so much wonder. I realize God's unfading love is forever. I experienced His goodness, and I have to testify. In times of my need, the miracle happens along my way.  From the pit of my emptiness To the zenith of my completeness Miracles reminded me, His love is mighty. As he continually pouring it from day today

It is on the making...it is on the process I do nurture, cultivate and nourish Wishing it would not be a dream of escape To pick up flowers in this garden of memories Thinking back on the days, my mind casts Listening to a tune, a nostalgic reminder of the past Memories that make my tears to stream down In my garden, it was an unpleasant blossom But the best is yet to come, I know Colorful and lovely flowers nearly glow It's exciting to pick the most beautiful blossom In my garden of memories to where it will soon bloom

Rain in a hot summer Thoughts fly, drifting like a cloud of a summer breeze Whirling down and fell like golden leaves of old trees Flowed with the trickling rain that falls in a hot summer Kissing the path, rolled over and blown to somewhere Cast by the wind and ended up to where it may lies Rolled in my thoughts, played in my heart in surprise Words are uttered by a wondrous heart that simpers Clear and loud wearing mystical phrases of silence Dreaming for the unknown in these lingering moments When thoughts and words waltzing in grace in my veins While watching the generous clouds, I became speechless I received perfect answers without any questions given Marvels were it, or it seems the skies may have spoken So many things happened and brought me to wonder. Like the unexpected rain that comes in a hot summer Copyright@HelenSarita

Help me to stand up from kneeling of asking God. Let me feel your pure and honest love. A love that soars us high where it takes us to fly A love that is forever until the end of time Let's celebrate the feelings we have for each other. Let's dance with the music only our heartbeats could hear. And let us walk on air, holding our hands together. While we gently follow what our hearts whisper Love me till the sun continues to give its shine Love me till the moonlight appears for us to unwind Love me even the movement of the sea stops to cease And never stop longing to smell my breeze. You let me feel your desire, passion, and sweetness. You embrace me by your arms as your breath increases. As I wake up from my deep sleep, a sweet smile on my face In my dream, you give me a colorful grin of happiness.

You are supposed to be a young pretty lady Maybe so sweet, intelligent, and lovely I am so much longing for you, baby My angel, I am very, very much sorry Now that you are drifting into my mind Succumb my thoughts, I can't help but cry.  If those days I was just strong enough My angel, you are supposed to be with us.   When you left us, You were just an infant.  To see the world, you were not given a chance.  My griefs and sorrows so much affected you.  When you were in my womb, you suffered too.   You may be flying and drop on the tip of the bushes.  You may be now with the silent air I breathe.  Comforting me with your focus and loving stare I can smell your heavenly shadow in the air.

Peaceful silence on the air I savored while meditating. Heartily talking to You in-depth You listen to my imperfect soul. I refresh myself in faith, and I worship In the shaking situation, I face, I ask for Your help.  The heavy trial came my way unexpectedly. It needs a lot of courage and humility. As things drifted my mind at night I tried to examine myself and give insight. I was feeling empty and helpless. But I need to move on out of nothingness.  I have to fight to win this battle. For the welfare of everyone and all I know that it will just pass over. In my every prayer, You give an answer. You are giving me comfort and care. You are alive, You are just there.  As I am solving things one at a time You give me hope and sunshine. You are a helping and caring Father. With so much unconditional love to share And behind the visit of this horrifying crisis I thank you for painting my face a smile

My children walk without fear. As you were raised with all hard works and prayer Instilling contentment to your soul You only have to trust and be faithful.  You energize me behind my tiredness. I can afford to grin and bear behind difficulties. You are the reason why I have to go out, rain or shine. As I can not stop dreaming even for a short while Walking at our own pace with courage You witness how I carry the hardship. May it serves you as a good example As you take your journey in the future Reminiscing our beautiful memories Bonded in time of our togetherness Where things were not all soft and smooth But the happiness we feel is what counts most. Embrace the completeness of a mother Watching you strong and braver Be thankful, cheerful, and be alive. I consider you a treasure in my life.

Looking excellent, attractive, and good Adorable, fantastic to behold Ways and looks are all-natural Like the beauty of your very own land Simple sweet, and loving Passionate, hospitable, and caring Brings sunshine in a cold weather You possess that stands out from others.  Smart in deeds and the words you utter Though at times you become weaker Yet, as you stumbled, fell, and pained. It brought you more to learn and gain.  At times when you seem vulnerable and fragile You have to live the values taught by experience. And mold yourself as a wonderful being. As the beauty you owned is not lasting.  Be beautiful in and out. Let your wisdom spread throughout. A beauty that couldn't be faded by time It will continue to glitter and shine.

In an exhausting journey I traveled quite a distance. I have freely chosen my route. A privilege that anyone could I could have chosen the low road. Where way could have been smooth and short Effortless, enjoyable, and comfortable Embracing no challenges at all I could have chosen the road in the middle. Where I could have met some obstacles It would be a typical encounter. We could meet on every travel. Yet I preferred to choose the high road. Where I climbed to the top of my destination Motivated to pursue the difficulties The rough and crooked road was tough to face Determination boosted my confidence. Moving forward at my own pace, I persevered. As I reached up the peak of the mountain I saw the bounty of the ocean, so exhilarating.

The knowledge you mostly aspire Significant to everyone’s life Persevere to obtain The knowledge that some already have gained Lucky for one in determining To acquire better knowing. Ideas useful being smart Some became famous for their brilliance.  But merry, not things are not enough. To enter the room God prepared for us above. Inculcate this into your mind Without wisdom, you will be left behind.  Knowledge is just simply knowing. Of what we have learned from this world being But wisdom is a definite knowing. To everything God-given

Even if I squeeze my mind To create the words that rhyme. That would touch your soul. Without the spirit, I am like a fool.  Even if I force to open my eyes To write everything that inspires. For me to touch your day Without the spirit, I dismay.  Even if I wanted to tell you I have my own weaknesses too. For me to be honest with Without the spirit, I failed.  Even if the time has gone I was not able to make one. I could not share my poetry. Without the spirit, I am empty.   Even if I am discouraged I still ask God the courage. To my great surprise, I now able.  Without the spirit, it is impossible.

Share whatever you have. Knowledge or wisdom from above Share even you don’t have much. As long as you can touch one’s heart Learn to share even you are selfish and vain Share to lessen your burden. Share for you to experience. Of its great incredible power Share to have more Share more with the poor. Don’t give it a doubt. Yet try to deepen your faith about A joyful delight, that’s how I define It is a smile of the heart that shines. An expression of a happy soul Who is indeed grateful and full Share without looking after Of what this world can offer We may have a material blessing. But indeed, it increases our glory in heaven.

It’s a new day we have to face Do things freely as you wish Do these one at a time. Just make sure You move on, behind the pressures There’s no way of turning back. Because time flies so fast Ride its wings, never be left behind, be sure You continue to go on behind the pressures.  Pause and give thanks Trust yourself you can If others can do, why you cannot be sure You can also do behind the pressures.  In this world, we need to be brave. Ask His guidance. He is ready to give Never fear, never surrender, I am sure. We have our Savior behind the pressures.

Thanks for the friendship… It is not hindered by distance. Nor by the difference of our time It continues to flow like it. Continues to make us smile Thanks for the friendship… As we gradually know ourselves better It teaches us a lot of things. Though sometimes it gives us pains Yet, it allows us to discover its wonders.  Thanks for the friendship… There is a joy that came from nowhere. I could hardly get what it really means. All I know, if it is just properly nurtured and cared for. This friendship will be intimate and forever.  Thanks for the company… Though you are weak and fragile, yet you tried to stand firm. As you showed me your best, I learned to know myself. You delighted me and uplifted my confused spirit. You nurtured me and made me richer.  Thanks for the friendship… That I can talk to you even that you are not around By reaching down the most incredible depth of my heart, where you are at As I talked to you, you smiled & listened. You uttered no words. But I can fe

Where are you my words to share Never tell me you disappear My friends here wish to listen Here I am now tuning in Don’t leave amidst my imperfection. Still welcome me to give inspiration. Just be there when I need you. You are a gift received only by a few.   Forgive me for sometimes being weak. Inspiring words, wake me up, I beg. You know that I can never be perfect. How can I, in this world of impurities I need your presence, my dear gift. Stay with me. Please do not leave. Simply reading what I wrote. Inspired my friends both and me

I knelt to ask Him for a rest So much pain no words could express Tears were busy, uncontrollably flowed Over my face long time hadn’t glowed Why you were able to hurt me that much Though I had been doing my part Yet there was hope as I look forward. Seeing an explicit scene at the back of a fog God witnessed my willingness to forgive To save the marriage that we both committed. To God who turned and twisted things back to proper I hereby acknowledge of all His wonders.  I thank you for those painful memories. Thru then, I received a lot of praises. I found my faith being strengthened. You are a perfect design for my life, God has given.  Posted by Helen Sarita at 6:51 PM 0 comments

Why things do not go my way As I planned it to be Because He has a perfect plan for me My ordinary eyes could not see Why He allowed things to happen That was so painful to remember. Since He wants me to face the world With full of braveness as I could Why I never mind now to worry Behind the heaviness, I carry Because I know He is just there Ready to help when I almost surrender Why I feel the gladness with no reason Behind this unstable situation Since there is a reason for everything I just trust Him in anything that happens.

Moment of sacrifices and pains That comes every now and then. Crossing the road so narrow and rough Carrying bitterness on my back Strong to fight the trials coming over Prayers my only weapon to conquer Lifting Him all my heartaches Uplifted my confused spirit Carrying my cross with love Lightens the burdens I have Knowing the value of every sacrifice Waiting ahead is a grand prize.   I smile at the sorrowful clouds. I welcome the friendly storm aloud.  It is not a punishment made by God. Rather an expression of His great love.